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Sun, Jun. 14th, 2015, 10:17 am
myself_portrait:

All around is just emptiness
The black of night
And rain drops upon the leaves
Lightening and thunder rumbling the sky
I watch it here in emptiness
And try to enjoy the piece of mind
But altogether, I am alone.

I have lost the person that I was.

Flashes brightening the sky
Clashes and bangs
I remember the dreams that we had.
And cannot escape them.
Persistently warping them into my own.
To something new.

But somehow, none of this is new.
As though I am picking up from where I left off.
But only with bigger intentions.
Bigger dreams.
That I may somehow;
be able to call my own.
Or not ours.

I force myself to escape you.
Or the thought of you.
Of us.

That us- that you think never existed.

Tue, Aug. 4th, 2015 05:47 pm (UTC)
clarkjules71: nice

very emotional poem its so hard to break away from someone ou love especially if they didnt feel the same

Sat, Aug. 8th, 2015 08:24 pm (UTC)
myself_portrait: RE: nice

A love that was really only my best friend. I was selfish and wanted that to stay but unfortunately she will only believe that we were lies.