All around is just emptiness
The black of night
And rain drops upon the leaves
Lightening and thunder rumbling the sky
I watch it here in emptiness
And try to enjoy the piece of mind
But altogether, I am alone.
I have lost the person that I was.
Flashes brightening the sky
Clashes and bangs
I remember the dreams that we had.
And cannot escape them.
Persistently warping them into my own.
To something new.
But somehow, none of this is new.
As though I am picking up from where I left off.
But only with bigger intentions.
That I may somehow;
be able to call my own.
Or not ours.
I force myself to escape you.
Or the thought of you.
That us- that you think never existed.